sick. but alive.
6:44 PM
Dang.3days.
of school.
I spent at home.
Sleeping off the drowsiness.
Pretty zonked out.
from sleeping too much.
sometimes, i just wanna go to school to waste time.
well, more conducively than being a couch potato at home.
not that i watched any tv programmes.
there is nothing that could interest me anyway. stupid kids shows only my sister watches.
I feel conflicted.
Btn something i have always wanted and something that just occurred to me.
Dang these internal conflicts.
should i still continue?
Will it be a wasted effort?
I hope not.
i wasted quite a few years on this alr.
Maybe
Just maybe,
i might want to try something new
but like all cowards, which i seem to be,
the unknown and the path less used frightens me.
Being special requires courage to take the path less trodden.
but what happens when i dunno where to find that strength?
tsk tsk.
i'll let you know when i know the answer.
for now.
i need to read richard again...
