new mini computer
6:38 AM
haha,using my new mini com now,
it's actully, nokiaN810 la.
still fidddling around with its comtrols.
nva go school today.
not going tml either.
somehow i dont feel interested in school events now.
anyways. CHEERS to RV Bdiv netbell girls for winning the match against NY 2 days ago.
though i dont know how the match today went.
ok.
thats all for updating tonight.
ps, G, i got webcam now haha:)
sadness
4:43 AM
finally. sorry for being out for so long.many things happened and i just felt too lazy.
something sad happened.
cried... who wouldn't?
but oh well
its over
and its time for me to start all over again.
still feeling hard to accept.
Dun be angry if i avoid ppl now.
Pls give me time.
I will get better.
For now just let me recall how to smile geniunely.
for now.
just let me be.
I broke a promise.
Let me just feel guilty for awhile.
I will come back, better and more durable.
Time.
Pls dont spam me if i don't update so often now.
I am searching for ways to adapt.
Everything just feels very strange.
just let me be.