Paris awaits

sick. but alive.

2010-05-12T18:44:00.000-07:00

Dang.

3days.

of school.

I spent at home.

Sleeping off the drowsiness.

Pretty zonked out.

from sleeping too much.

sometimes, i just wanna go to school to waste time.

well, more conducively than being a couch potato at home.

not that i watched any tv programmes.

there is nothing that could interest me anyway. stupid kids shows only my sister watches.

I feel conflicted.

Btn something i have always wanted and something that just occurred to me.

Dang these internal conflicts.

should i still continue?

Will it be a wasted effort?

I hope not.

i wasted quite a few years on this alr.

Maybe

Just maybe,

i might want to try something new

but like all cowards, which i seem to be,

the unknown and the path less used frightens me.

Being special requires courage to take the path less trodden.

but what happens when i dunno where to find that strength?

tsk tsk.

i'll let you know when i know the answer.

for now.

i need to read richard again...

2010-05-07T07:32:00.000-07:00

That is the undiluted, truest opinion of mine.

It's an awesome story.

It has an even more awesome Dream.

It has superceded the value and identity of 'Paris'

It is something more.

Something Better.

it Wouldn't be Easy.

but it'll be Worth it.

Every stubborn inch of it.

i'm back

2010-05-04T17:45:00.000-07:00

after a long hiatus.
Geez
I should like make an effort to post...
Happy BirthdAY 5TH OF May woman.
You are getting older.
Pls go IR and upgrade your brains.
Serangoon is not into me.
It is into someone else.
Pls let this register on your brain and sink in.
Folded stars yest until my fingers hurt...
all cause of the woman...
And i didnt revise yest too...
guilt ridden.
G is coming to my place tonight.
I can finally clear some doubts for econs.
Have been back tracking for assignments nowadays.
Need to press my turbo button now to study...
This year is both long and short.
I can't stand this...
darn my weirdness sometimes.
BTW, the school got crowded again today.
the babies are back to hoard my space and silence.
I feel like stuffing toilet rolls into the big mouths.
I am pyschotic today.
Must be the over sleeping yesterday night.
slept too early so now i am cranky.
eating too much sleeping too much youtubing too much.
homeworking not enough revising not enough paying attention to lecturers not enough.
Basically not doing justice to my intelligence and holistic learning in life.

Return Due to SOMEbody's pestering

2009-08-20T19:12:00.000-07:00

haha...
i am back due to popular demand...
more like M.'s demand...
lol
she is super irritating
I studying like the good girl i am
she comes and disturb
and pls
she got Prelims can...
mine is like Promos and it s guarenteed pass somemore...
I only study to like top the level or something like that...
haha...
it;s a nice dream to have...
which is next to impossible with all the scholars ard...
plus... i got LIT...
how can score...
Dun fail can thank god alr...
hehe
Anyways... today is Discovery fiesta... i alr completed my one and only course for today.
Beautifying my photos.
in short... photoshop for idiots.
hee...
then Break from 10 to 12.30 Waiting for literati programme to start...
Geee. then i go home sleep eat slack study...
Life's great...
30 more days of study hell thn i am cleared for the year alr...
hehe..
dont be jealous.. it was time exchanged or time...
kay i crap enough alr.. see you 1 month later... after my exam.

finally...

2009-06-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

haha.
I am finally ready to return....
To penning my thoughts once again...
here
lol...
been very insecure lately???
been thinking a lot lately
Too much actually.
I feel old... darn it...
age is such a touchy subject with me...
Gee.
imagine my mom's face when I bring up this subject... o.O
haha.
but really.
time flies.
i am almost there already.
that time in life when the impact of each life decision starts to weigh on me.
really.
those who know me.
Be it know/know/'know'
would never believe what I think i feel sometimes...
maybe it is because i don't like verbalizing my feelings?
because i believe that everyone has their own sh.it in life...
I shan't add mine to the pile.
Not when I don't feel like i'm out of breath.
Yet.
I have been thinking what i really want.
out of my life when 50-60 years down and i look back,
I wouldn't be looking at only the pitstops.
but at the peak of the race.
Pardon my alll-over-the-place thoughts.
it really tells a lot about my state of mind....
haha.
I have been wormed up at home this month.
half studying, half thinking...
perhaps my subconcious has reached a conclusion of the 'thinking', but it just hasn't hit home through my thick skull.
I guess it's just a conflict...
There are 2 things i want.
the first has been my aim all along.
and it just occurred to me that i might want the second instead.
I don't know if i am being whimsical,
but i do know that i probably can't enjoy 'the best of both worlds'
which means i have to choose.
my brain cells are working overload to convince me the first is the best.
the stupid thing that pumps blood and 'gives life' is leaning to the second...
da.mn...
i have to admit i feel lke a freakshow drama queen but that's what i feel...
painful but true...
i hate pain...
i don't want pain.
but i guess life's a painfilled journey...
to quit being 'emo'( I think this is better described as sorting out my feelings in black and white)
My exams are upcoming...
65 rank points here i come.
Perfect score Math. sobs... in the heat of the moment bet... da.mn...
i need to control my mouth...

orientation09

2009-02-03T04:03:00.000-08:00

crap.
utter crap.
the P is going about with the same story told to us like twice last year.
seriously
the way P goes about the address makes me wanna puke.
it is soooo fake.
the academics...
yada yada yada... crap crap crap.
the school is going to the dumps.
This place isnt going to get into the range of the top 5 in my lifetime,
which by the way, I hope is long enough.
Just forget it.
It's the students that makes the college.
But unfortunately, they forgot.
The teachers are the ones that will aid the students to success.
And Guess What?
The good teachers are all leaving.
Why?
Because of the P sitting in the office happily at the top of the FOOD Chain.
what is a food chain?
it is what we call the decision making levels.
and students are right at the bottom.
Our rights dont matter.
We are just there to get good grades and let the school show off our hard work and lure stupid ppl to enrol here.
whatever.
this place is so screwed, it probably doesnt know its own capabilities and handicaps.
but the silly thing is.
I AM 1 OF the IDIOTS who chose to come to this freaking place and SCREW MY LIFE UP.
haha. funny.
not.
To PPL who thinks of appealing IN, for your health, i hope you fail.
To PPL who thinks of appealing OUT, HURRY before its too late get get your butts stuck here like some of us.
Especially those who can make it to the TOP 5 jcs. GO. GO NOW. This is not the place you want to be in.
its a shout out. A reflection of the ppl in this place now.
good luck and good riddance....

feeling like my wings have just been torn away

unable to fly

it hurts

stuck

new mini computer

2009-01-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

haha,
using my new mini com now,
it's actully, nokiaN810 la.
still fidddling around with its comtrols.
nva go school today.
not going tml either.
somehow i dont feel interested in school events now.
anyways. CHEERS to RV Bdiv netbell girls for winning the match against NY 2 days ago.
though i dont know how the match today went.
ok.
thats all for updating tonight.
ps, G, i got webcam now haha:)

sadness

2009-01-13T04:43:00.000-08:00

finally. sorry for being out for so long.
many things happened and i just felt too lazy.
something sad happened.
cried... who wouldn't?
but oh well
its over
and its time for me to start all over again.
still feeling hard to accept.
Dun be angry if i avoid ppl now.
Pls give me time.
I will get better.
For now just let me recall how to smile geniunely.
for now.
just let me be.
I broke a promise.
Let me just feel guilty for awhile.
I will come back, better and more durable.
Time.
Pls dont spam me if i don't update so often now.
I am searching for ways to adapt.
Everything just feels very strange.
just let me be.

Holiday Schedule...

2008-10-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

Oct
Fridays:( --> Council Activities Days…
21st Oct to 25th Oct :( -->PW…
Nov
Fridays & Saturdays:( --> Pending Should be Council Preparations for Grad Nite 08
1st Nov :( --> SAT Exam
5th Nov :( --> OP...
12th Nov :( --> A Levels CSC…
13th to 26th Nov :) --> Tentatively should be in HK with Siyi…
24th to 29th Nov :( --> CRAZY FINAL PREPS FOR GRAD NITE 08 On 1st Dec
Dec
1st Dec-->Grad nite
24th Dec:) -->CHRISTMAS PARTY!!!
22nd Dec-->Mother BDAE

I KNEW iT

2008-09-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

i sooo know it
I am going to fail
ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!
I was like having such a hard time in the exam la
T.T
WTD!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
What if the P dun let me PR-----
I cant even bear to type it la
gg
am i loing my mind????
SOMEBODY HELP MI
WTD!!!!
PANIC ATTACK
I am left with CSC TML LE
CAN I make it or break it???
it isnt actually very difficult
just very broad in CONTENT
not exactly a common h1 to take
wth
i shall not waste time but go back to my mugging

AL IS MINE

2008-09-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

muahahaha
i love my life,
i just made sy vomit blood for everyday of the past week:)
By Going For Math Lecture..
haha
sorri la,
my class Band 3 de, so in lt2 with DEAR nb5
haha
then he just happen to sit Behind my class
so i can convienently sit With Him:)
haha
too bad your class too smart, Band 1 de
inside CC with nb1...
sad life
then your breaks all nva see dear nb 5 somemore,
how i PITY your Life!!!!
haha
rocs:)
kay, going to edit my I&R for LSK...
bb

PROMOS

2008-09-04T02:36:00.000-07:00

lalalalala...
done gp revision(Dun ask how. I just like revising Gp..:P)
but every other subject is still semi untouched....
a bit of history here, a bit of econs there....
VERY worried about my math...
Dun know what the crap is chapter 12 and 13 abt la...
Although my every other topic is just coping alright.
But forgot how to do sequences and series le la...
T.T
NO TIME LA...
Den my mom keep pestering me to go out with her...
like she dunno my promos coming...
Must Bi Men Jing Xiu le la...
She like dunno la...
Kay la...
just a quick update, in case SoMeBoDy decided to pop into this place and SPAM my cbox abt me not posting :P

its back. lets just hope it lasts

2008-08-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

My birthday.
not much but i had a semi great day.
Got my Ferox Bear from Josh, but it seems as if it caused conflict btn him and nb 3 haha.
then got a cake from my classmates.
really cool
got spam smses from frends and relatives well wishes.
haha
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE CARE AND CONCERN.
but wait i was just getting to the high light.
I got 17 pieces of candy from CANDY.
then Nb1 decided to join in the fun and give me 17 pieces of the similar sweet except in STRAWBERRY flavour...
I am not trying to complain but you know how much i abhor cough syrup...
YOU HAD TO GIVE ME SWEETS THAT WERE IN THAT DIGUSTING FLAVOUR.
and make me finish all by the end of the day????
I mean Candy's caramel flavour was great i polished off almost 3/4 of it le.
But the strawberry the i didnt even want to touch la.
THANK YOU really, but i am really Fearful of the taste!
yup yup.
Oh and my CAKE!!!!
it was SOOOOOOOO cool!!!
They bought a rectangle butter cake and piled ice-cream, mashmellows biscuits and chocolate sauce on it!!!
Simply Heaven!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
To EVery one !!!
Even those who said happy bdae to me too!!! >.< :)
haha,
i need to go slp le..
very very very umber tired...
but hey at least the dance is turning out to look somewhat in shape le
KEEP IT UP 31st!!!!!!!!
Its our show lets make it a good one!!!!
Rest well to all! :)

he says he's so in love
he's finally got it right
i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night?
but its alright.
all i need to know is he's being loved the way he deserved...

getting on my nerves

2008-08-26T07:16:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
its getting on my nerves.
why cant we just perform at the level we should be at?
It isnt impossible.
I know it isnt
But what is WRONG!!!!
Why cant we just do it right?
is it cos we arent trying hard enough?
I dun think so
I see how much we want the success.
But why is it that we arent transferring our feelings to actions???
Not everyone is a dancer.
But there are ways to look good on stage.
Why cant we just try and do our best?
Is it the coaching being too stiff?
Are we teaching things the wrong way?
Is it very confusing???
WHAT IS WRONG!!!

so much to do, yet so little time..
can we succeed and pull this off?
i know i should not doubt our capabilities but sometimes it is just so hard to keep the faith.

your stupidity is ridiculous

2008-08-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

really.
its so blatent.
now that i know
you really need to rethink your life and you reason for existence.
seriously
there is a limit to stupidity for 16 going 17 year olds
and i am not talking abt me
really.
if you are reading this,
reflect
it might just be you
poeple are annoyed
and they wont really care about how you feel if you continue this way.
I wont follow the crowd.
But i wont side you either.
I am on my own stand
i have no obligations to anyone but myself. its my life afterall
think.

BUSy WHEW

2008-08-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

back, with an update after so long.
anyway
been busy.
Promos coming
and i am getting nervous
will be panicing anytime soon.
really
the Teachers' Dance is FREAKING COOL!!!
hahaha
COUNCIL Roxs
but Jason sucks
always bully ppl
so ass la
next time your girlfriend confirm very ugly
cos you never JI DE
hahaha
ya a bit mad la
first dance practice a success so i must bask in the after event glow la
anyway
i rmb.
Victor is Alynn de
I cannot make him dance wif mi le la
hahaha
:)
actually listening to EMO songs now la, dunno why so high sia
suppose to be very tired cos nva sleep enough
But i guess i am getting use to this lifestyle le
PIA PIA PIA!!!
JIA YOU
and i just got shot...
My mother angry le
cos i tell her next wednesday i cannot eat dinner with her
then I dio Meh....(scolded)
:(
I nva purposely arrange de ma....
aiyo
1 day nva see mi like will die like tat
I so popular la:)
haha
dun DUN comment ok..
its MY blog
I write what i like:)
dun like? DUn read la. Stupid still read for what???
hahaha
randomness
but i realized that i know the techique to write an 8mark AQ le
I LOVE MELLISSA SEOW!!!!
SHE roxs my world man!!!
I Solemnly swear that i shall nva MISS GP TUTORIAL EVER EVER NEVER EVER even if i am dying in sickness i will drag my dying self to her lesson!!!
Her lessons are so cool la!!!
I can like go for 4 tutorials in a day and i go home and think back, I think the other tutorial at max rmb half of the things la, then GP i can rmb from front to back back to front lor!!!
She is really great!!!
Congrats to all the other students who got her for tutor!!!
haha
life roxs man!!!
kay la i shall not crap anymore,,,,
need to do up last part of EOM otherwise LSK will make me stand outside The class
so Embarrassing.... not really
can go hide in sc de:)
night night to all still awake!!!

2008-07-07T05:52:00.001-07:00

haha, been out of sorts for this past weeks i dint blog...
Thinking a lot about what i really want in my life.
didnt get much of a headway.
but one thing's for sure,
i am not going to just give up.
Just because i dun go after what i want now, doesn necessarily mean that i have changed my mind.
Feel very much like a messed up person...
and i kinda feel its affecting ppl ard me.
Time to revert back to me.
No time to waste.
i need my life back on track, piorities set.
yep.
WELFARE ROCKS!:)
More commendation practices to come,
and all the duties.
Feeling a bit frightened but, i wont just not do anything cos of tat...
Its not me to do that anyway.
smile more, cry less and eat sufficent:)
loving every moment of my somewhat pathetic life a times...

NOT FAIR

2008-06-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

It IS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY Anything below A is FAIL for MI????
WHY!!!!
THEN I DIE LE LA...
Dun have any A at all...
IDIOT
stupid
ZHU BA JIE
IMBA
lol
nvm
no point
you also not often read my blog:) hehe
so you dunno i scold you also:)
haha
very stressed,
STUDY study study
i feel a bit like a SIAO person more than usual
i mean i am SIAO sometimes,
but not as bad as Exam period
Super Siao
Took 154 all the way to JP today.
got bus Sick
wanted to throw up
ON THE PERSON beside me
muahahahaha
but i too nice le
so i nva.
Elsa sick today
a bit worried for her
hopes she get well soon
feel a bit weird going to school early morning again
a bit not use to it
but ok la
will go along de
anyways, i should be studying now
bye-bye.
GD LUCK To all those having Ct now!!!
I mean, just cos SOME of us cannot pass, doesnt mean everyone fails wif US:)
Up and On:)

break from mugging

2008-06-16T12:01:00.000-07:00

heyhey:)

missing everyone now:0

been a bit under the water:)

maybe literally

guess who:)

anyways, been packing my room , thogh it doesnt seem very successful...

still looks as if a hurricane ran in just two minutes ago....

nvm

i will SUCCEED somehow?

yea

my pw sucks...

i still haven gotten a reply from sgh...

WHT am i suppose to do now?????

GEEZZZ

i feel like crying

so much to do yet do little time

i really need to get a hold on my self

and stop FEROX-ing all the time

got scolded somewhat for galvanating off so often nowadays

some times it is uncalled for sometimes its just my own fault

so i really dunno what to do wif my self

i not sucidal

just pressured

and a tiny winy bit missing the times in sec school

i am adjusting somemore to how jc works but if i think abt it?

its not much diff from sec schoool life

just that the lease the teachers hold me on has loosen so much i feel uncomfortable

too much freedom and i feel like wrecking havoc...

miss the food in rv a lot

but i guess sa food isn as bad as it seems...

Count my blessings ba

dun procrastinate:)
yep that is my goal:)

for this month

I will achieve it

i hope:)?

Life is what happens while you're busy making other plans

I SO KE LIAN!!!!!!!

2008-05-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

jason yong is being wu liao can.....
make me post at this kind of unearthly time...
nothing much to post
but oh wellz
we just went to mac to eat cone ice-cream and did stupid things
And then it RAINed
...
it freaking Rained on me
idiot
we got caught in the rain
but it stopped raining when i got my umbrella
so we looked like 2 idiots using an umbrella
...
dang
i can only so much in 1 day....
haiz...
poor me...

2008-05-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

hahas:0

our new badges after some A hole(Z hole, S hole)

dropped his.

anyways, isnt it cool

We have a new member of our family:)

ALWIN!!!!!!!!!

We have decided that siyi's bear should be NB 3.5:)

so al is officially nb 5:)

we would have made hime nb 1 if we werent afraid SOMEONE will pout...

lolSSSSSSSSSSS

but oh wellzzz.

i msning THAT person now...

he doesnt believe i got his blackmails

NVM

since when he believe me de?

actually quite a few times but oh wellz.

doesnt matter

he also always bully me

A-Hole, Z-hole

S-Hole

Dun think i dunno lor

You like so d**b*ss de...

tat is if you even ever read this post:)

*smile sweetly* I really wanna WRING your neck...

ok le la

I dun complain abt A,Z,S Hole le.

Been going back everyday to have extra lessons.

I swear i am going nuts

THANKS To That person for Pei-ing me to school just for breakfast today even when his lesson start at 9

THank YOu Very Much...

You are so very kind:)

but pls, i also waiting for you FROM 11 to 3 on Friday can???

like my HOUrs longer leh

BU HUa Suan le

...

and still dare to ask me to put your nb6 recruitment Poster???

Haven improve yourself yet???

like PLS

DUn throw Ferox face into the drain pls

...

.....

......

.....

...

so ya

there will be a charity Drive soon

item on sale

JASON YONG SEEMINGLY GOT CHINESE NAME FORGOT HIS MIDDLE NAME

Price: FOC

Cost in future: only billionaires who want to lose everything should bid

Open to : FEMALE Population of age 16-17

Pre-requisites: 1) Have to be in SAJC

2) Have to be no taller than 166cm

3) Have to be sharp tongued

4) Have to have a unqiue attitude

5) Have to be Slightly Siao

6) Have to be Ferox-y

7) Have to pass Ferox interview

8) Have to be coronated by Ferox b4 marrying Nb1(Item in question for sale)

9) Have to be able to withstand suaning some times

10) MUST let ferox call her Da Sao:)

Time Date and Venue of Display period to be re confirmed:)

PLS Show your utmost Support for the Gossip King of the 31st student council:)

busy

2008-05-20T18:28:00.000-07:00

haiz, been very lagging on the posts, so sorry to all:)
been, rushing down after school to cheer for team sa
been ups and downs for the outcomes fo these matches but we still out up a goood fight.
Proud to be sa:)
then I am being tempted again and again to go out wif Ferox, 1absentee...
We've been thinking abt adding 1 HONOUR member.:)
let us consider the consequences before deciding:)
Anyways, there is the busy busy holiday schedule..
DO I even Have a holiday?
nvm
Been winning NB 1 recently!!!! VICTORY!!!
HAHAHAHA
NB 3 I GOT BACK ABT HIM FOR U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
......
ya
so it has been a busy period, everyone is rushing ard doing PW, GP presentation, :)

MAYDAY CONCERT Part3

2008-05-11T05:59:00.001-07:00

MAYDAY CONCERT Part2

2008-05-11T05:55:00.001-07:00

MAYDAY CONCERT Part1

2008-05-11T05:51:00.001-07:00

08A07 Gathering Part 2

2008-05-11T05:43:00.001-07:00

08A07 Gathering

2008-05-11T05:39:00.001-07:00

FEROX

2008-05-11T05:36:00.001-07:00

my life in may

2008-05-11T05:31:00.001-07:00

my May day events

2008-05-11T05:27:00.001-07:00

reverie guitar concert

2008-05-11T05:23:00.001-07:00

30th VS 31st

2008-05-11T05:09:00.001-07:00

2008-05-04T01:34:00.000-07:00

hey, everyone, i am currently feeling very guility about my long abscence from my blog.
I sincerely apologize.
I havent been able to upload all my photos cos my account in phototbucket is being a BI***....
sorry,
I am boggled down by homework, council committments and friendships.
Been going out quite often now and it is time to reflect on my part.
For spending so much money and coming home late
Sometimes i think i am just not managing my time well enough but i only have 24 hours like everyone else ...
I cant do 3 times the amt of job everyone does in 1 day.
I am only human.
but it still remains the fact that i AM doing 3 times as much.
You might not know why or believe it but who cares.
there are ppl who knoows and believes, so pls dun be angry if i seem to be losing contact with some of you.
I really dun mean to.
I am tired of complaining abt my crappy timetable and my heavy schedule.
It;s alright if i have my friends by my side.
Even if they dun know it, they are the ones supporting me all the way.
It's their presence which keeps me going thru it all.
I am really really thankful.
I will catch up on what i have lagged behind i promise.
Maybe not this month, but i shld be quite alright after june so pls bear with me.
I might seem crappy due to lack of sleep, just tell me.
I might seem lost cos i am thinking hard abt my overdue assignment, pls call me out of my reverie.
I might seem sad, cos i missed an important gathering with my friends, pls forgive me.
I might seem forgetful, cos i forgot to buy you ppl ice cream, pls bear with me until i find time to buy you all ice-cream.
I might seem unfirendly, cos i am angry with myself for not being nice, pls scold me for my attitude, cos i dun really mind.
thank you very much.
all in all i am only human, i am making mistakes like a normal human should and would, but i hope you won't hate me for it cos i really dun mean it.

2008-04-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

Just as i replied josh, i post mainly for fun, so no thought-provoking posts here...
I would write instead of type
Writing feels diferent from typing on the com.
I dun directly refer to writing as in piaing to finish that essayfor exam, but writing after careful reflections and exploration of every aspect.
And come to think of it, I havent been doing that anymore lately...
been more than i little overwhelmed in school and homework.
Unlike some counterparts who think that 'homework' is such a disgusting work, i actually like homework.
I like using my brain to do something rather than waste away all the time.
Not against relaxing at appropriate times, i merely feel that it is something i enjoy.
I would of course, complain like anyother normal teen but still I will get down to it.
And if I dun sound like i am going crazy and ranting away, I just happen to be reminded that I would stand a 60% chance of landing myself in 3 ccas...
Should I be lucky... And pass the sc interview, I have to pass up the chance of going to China in the june holidays as the trip clashes with the sc camp.
the other isue is about the cambridge attachment trip in august.
Not dicscussing the steep price, I actually need grades that are in the top 3-5% in SA to actully qualify I think...
Considering that i will miss 2 weeks of lessons, then come back for the promos...
I suddenly dont quite feel up to it.
I think I have just caught a bout of insecurity and confidence issues with myself...
It's just so much to juggle and so little time.
Not to mention I think I am actually insane already... I asked miss chan for 2 EXTRA private math tutorials on top of the 2 per week.
I kinda forgot why i did that.
Oh wait...
Ya.
My BEAUTIFUl timetable.
Bth math tutorials are at 3pm.
When my brain is functioning at its slowest rate.
So I asked to have tutrials when i am ACTUALLY AWAKE and can understand the foreign language that Miss chan speaks during tutorials.
geez.
i have so gotten myself into trouble.
I dunno what's the problem with me other than my exhaustion at the end of the day?
I just have to make it pass this year and all will be bright and sunny again . I Hope.
REMINDER TO MYSELF: SLACKING IS NOT SOMETHING A GOOD STUDENT ENGAGES IN.
THEREFORE, I DO NOT SLACK.
I REST.
enough with this mindless ramblings to myself.
Ja-ne:)

pics from long long ago.

2008-04-03T05:12:00.000-07:00

Here are some pics from a long, long time ago...

Here's sam. the wanderer, you would see him roam sa whenever he is free... like a residental floating-around ghost.

This is beautiful Rah, L's wife. Doesn't he look Lovely?

This is hardworking Ben, see him meddle with his phone in utmost concentration, one would think he was studying for a test.:)

Here's my good pal after a hair cut. Pretty right??? (I GOT A SPILT IN MY FRINGE!!! AHHHHHHH!!!)

This is my amusing classmate, Rasul. HE is ROYALTY. so we call him His Majesty.

His Majesty tried on Ru's bag, so cute!!!

The Chair T.T. sat on... He wets the LT chairs!!! AHHHHH.

a snapshot of the esplanade theatre during Saints on Stage, SA Band Concert.

Me, Elsa, Crys in the esplanade toilet during the 20 mins interval... Starving man

2 girls + same comb = A Silly photo of us & our combs:)

haha, some extras:)

2008-04-01T03:47:00.000-07:00

We got some videos to share as well:)

Advert by Crys for W.T. :)

Some video about an unusual sighting in sch.

First attempted video of the Chronicles of R & K's Funny Antics.

The final successful video of The Chronicles Of R & K's Funny Antics Part 1

aorry abt it being sideways... it was a technical uncorrectable fault...

Watch K do the Robot walk:)

SCANDALOUS

2008-04-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

ALERT!!! NEWS FLASH!!!
Here are some pics for u to decide how the story goes...

awww, such a sweet pair of husband(L) and wife(R)

Oh, no a possible affair??? who is the mystery seduce-tress?

so many questions... but no answers...
The mystery reveals... Kenny ?!?!?!

YOU GIVE KENNY FLOWERS??? But
NOT to YOUR HUSBAND???

my my my...

Kenny no point trying to look innocent... you aren't... (sniggers...)

But the truth is... THESE FLOWERS WHERE FOR LEENA:) It was all to make Rah's Husband jealous!!!!

Haha LUnCH!!!!

2008-03-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha, I took lunch with elsa ben and Crys.
Best lunch i had in days!!
LUVRE 1st In. 08A07!!!
Miss you guys so much!!!
I am glad to say Crys is joining my class but unfortunately quite sad as well as she is leaving 07...
But on a hapier note, i submitted the student counil nomination form finally,
Officially in the running for the 31st student council!!!
There is also a trip to Cambridge in UK, in AUgust to study there for 2 weeks it cost 6K...
I WANT to GOOOOO!!!
And I will go.
Plus another educational trip to japan in june!!!
Excited, JC life has just gotten much more interesting...

心血来潮

2008-03-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

今天很有兴致所以用华文下笔。
ＳＯＲＲＹ　ＴＯ　ＥＮＧＬＩＳＨ　ＳＰＥＡＫＩＮＧ　ＰＥＯＰＬＥ。
其实我今天真的很忙，但是却不会非常累。
可能是因为体育课很好玩吧。
但功课却很多。
又去ＹＯＵＴＵＢＥ看恋空的网站了。
美嘉和阿弘实在是太完美了！
爱死他们了！

Project Work

2008-03-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't complain but seriously, I need a break.
The topics this year is quite dry.
Journey/ Modernisation.
Journey sounds clique.
I have seen this topic title in my essays 5/6 times in my 10 years of schooling.
Modernisation is too vague.
So far, i gathered that many ppl would like to do journey.
This would tilt the euilibrium if too many ppl take the same topic.
The requirements might increase significantly.
But i got no confidence doing modernisation.
But still this is life, I take wat i m given and turn it into something better...
up and on, no more complains about pw.

just additional info, i am gonna be soooo much busier.
CSC teacher will add 2 extra leesons into my already quite cramped timetable..
but i got no complains there, cos i will take my H1 Alevels this year, so i am free next year :)
hahas

MYSTERY!!!!

2008-03-17T02:45:00.001-07:00

Take a look at this picture i took. This is so interesting, we're there but not there...

wow. we should do this more often girls:), so cool.

Koizora

2008-03-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

Just watched Koizora with fel and Mariana(hehe)

Beautiful love story.

I am still pondering a question actually.

M. and I had predicted the plot of the story in the very beginning of the movie

Knowing that it would be the typical korean, Guys dies while girls lives, story.

But somehow, we still cried when the ending showed....

We even predicted what illness the guy would die from.(cancer for your info)

Yet we still cried.

geez

I have to say that the 3 of us are not taps.

We do not exactly cry so easily, but this movie has captured our attention and drew us into its story to touch our hearts.

Koizora, is definitely the movie for girls out there with a sensitive heart.

Coupled with several endearing moments and occasional laughter,

despite knowing the ending of this romance movie, it will still bring your understanding of love to eternity(though i still havent seen this in real life.... so it is just a fantasy for us girls)

to a new level.

I mean, the fren that recommended this movie to us watched it twice, and twice she cried.

Not commenting if she is a TAP, but should be quite believable.

Anyway, for girls out there, there's another catch.

The MALE LEAD.

Muahahahaha

He makes Fahrenheit seem like 3 year olds.

And given that i am Fahrenheit's fans, This male lead is DANG HOTTTT!!!!

三浦春馬 is the name. I lazy to find the english la....

Mira sumthing one lah

Anyways, as i was typing, he is hot.

To show how hot, I shall put up 1 picture.

(GUYS READING THIS: I understand that guys have egos and would beg to differ. DON'T, this is my opinion and I do not need your comments, cos i am sure you dont look half as hot as this male lead)

sorry if it seems pixalated.
Just go watch the movie yourself to confirm:)

It really is nice.

HAIR RAISING!!!!

2008-03-12T06:46:00.001-07:00

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This so annoying,
Why cant i just find articles on 一国两制????
Dang.
Likdat how to do my csc homework!!!!
AlaMak...
Been on the net since 8am to 10pm le, still cannot find.
Feel damn strangled.
Lets consolidated wat i know.
1st, 一国两制 refers to how china does not interfere with HK's politics?
2nd, 一国两制 is quite successful?(not sure... havent finish sifting thru wiki's nonsense essays...)
So, I need to find out Why, was 一国两制, implemented in tthe first place and in what ways has it benefitted the ppl.
And, So that means my essay should be, in the format of, Intro-Reasons-Benefits/Harm?-Conclusion.
Ok.
CSC 1st essay, finished brainstorming
Next.
CSC 2nd essay, My views on china's cultural aspects.
i have no idea how to start. Solution: SKIP
Next,
CSC 3rd Essay, Hot topics in China From 07-08
Olympics and the effects on china overall
Burnt out of china's economy, linked to inflation?
China's Defence Measures?
Next,
Math Holiday assignment.
Finished Partial Fractions and Binomial part.
Left with sequence and series, and the other dunno what chapter...
Math revision for common test--- Havent even started(i feel ashamed of myself...so slack...)
Next,
GP.
Havent touch. Dun noe qn either...
shit.
Next,
Econs.
Looked through the qns, still deliberating how to with the answer...
Have to be very naggy... leave it to the last then.
Next,
wait i think tat's about it, THANK GOD!!!!!!
CONCLUSION: SLACKER IN PROCESS.
EVALUATION: WORK WORK WORK!!! DELETE 'SLACKER' FROM DICTIONARY.
FROM NOW< I DO NOT KNOW WHAT SLACKING IS ANYMORE!!!
AHHHHHHHH
*mental breakdown*...
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REBORN!!!!
BACK TO WORK!!!:)
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala:)

NEW!!!

2008-03-11T05:25:00.000-07:00

On the orders Of MARIAN Da Jie, I have returned from hibernation....
Anyways, I do have valid reasons for not updating recently....
Been looking for ways to complete My CSC homework.
It Looks easy but i need loads of reading up to do...
Plus, my computer does not have Hans Vision or watsoever software for chinese wordings, so I seem to have quite a big problem on my hands now.
But Back to the main topic today, CSC
I suppose many ppl have that sterotype Mindset-- CSC is for CHINA ppl....
Plueeze.... Grow a brain...
China is a rising power as much as anyone who denies it...
Learning chinese is not just because we are chinese, But because it is sorta like our identity???
It seems cliche to say so but, I think It is very insulting to be learning, CSE if you are a chinese....
Just because it seems easier to converse in english for some doesnt mean that you neglect MT....
(no offense to non-chinese... it just doesnt include you ppl...aka Rahman...)
SO STOP Saying CSC is for CHINA ppl....
It's the same as tellin me that RV ppl are CHina PPL...
Just because we do well for Chinese AND study HigherMT does not = We Are from China.
Although we have PRCs....
Dun be jealous of our better grasp of MT. We just work harder to achieve more.
So. My Point. I like CSC because I dun take MT for Alevels. So I want to keep my MT standard, So i take CSC wihich also improves my understanding of china's policies.
Which is essential in future believe it or not.
It's my gain and Ur loss:)

New cca

2008-02-27T21:13:00.000-08:00

.. we ppl are going to start a new cca.
very busy...
need to familiarize myself with the html language again.
But it turns out quite easy actually.
Been spending a lot of time onthis school computer.
Still waiting for D. to finish the bkgrd.
haiz..
all of them abandon me to go lit lecture.
sia la...
got a lot of things to do...
MUST DO NOW....

SAMSUNG S830 FOR SALE

2008-02-21T04:59:00.001-08:00

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NO DEAD BUYERS.

PLS BE ABSOLUTELY SURE THAT YOU WISH TO PURCHASE B4 CONTACTING ME.

I AM VERY BUSY SO I HAVE NO TIME TO ENTERTAIN PPL WHO ARE ENQUIRING FOR FUN. THKQ:)

LINKS TO DESCRIPTION OF S830:

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Digital Photography Review

Valentines' Day

2008-02-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

haha:)
It wasn't tat bad during lessons today.
valentines day was very interesting at sa
... abit tired le... going to bed early today:)

muahahaha

2008-02-11T02:33:00.000-08:00

I left school early today.
Bet the teacher was fuming.
watever.
like i could do anything la
I had my concerns with my uncompleted project so i had to avoid the teacher & lesson first.
Heck if she kills me.
I wont let my project go down the drain
No way.
I will succeed.
anyway all i am left is the editing and rehearse my lines.
The presentation is almost complete!!! Halelujah!!!
YE S YE S YES!!!
All done by me and den.:)
not easy but somewhat enjoyable?
Anyways, its friendship week.
Guess what?
I wasnt nominated for OGA.
must be cause i going vj laz...
i hope sia.
A bit sad but somehow relief.
The responsibilities are somewhat weighing me down as lessons speed up.
The long bus trips to school and lack of sleep is getting into me to.
Abnormal emotion roller coaster.
dang.
i really need a break now.
The celebrations are also getting into me le.
So attitudes of being slow to respond is getting into me.
Sorry if i seem impaitent but i really hate to dilly dally.
it wastes time which i can use on more impt things.
Others might not have a plan when entering jc but i do.
and wasting time is definitely NOT on my list.
Pls do not get too upset if i seem angry.
I am just PMS ing...
Marian knows best.
So To all those out there.
Just ignore me.
its alright to shoot me actually.
I dun really mind.(Cos marian loves to)
so i am somewhat immune now.
Topic sentence: Go ahead and shoot me if you find me irritating-- cos i sure find some of you at some time irritating too-- dun worry its just a phrase...
I wont really feel the shots... (this exculdes MARIAN COZ SHE IS CRAZY)
BTW YC LOVES YOU !!!

Whatever.

2008-02-04T04:10:00.000-08:00

The girls lost today.
Not surprising in fact.
They weren't playing up to standard since the first quarter.
A bit disappointing.
But i guess they feel worse.
Really, for me and my teammates who had been through so much pain together,
I actually feel that losing sucks,
But There must & can be only 1 winner.
Since we did not perform as well despite the better skills(I believe in them), it has to be our own mindset was wrong since the beginning.
We know they tried their best & we gave our applause for their hardwork.
But sometimes, losing as a team draws you closer to them, so take this opportunity to grow together.
You girls have done well, Though not able to continue in the competition.
We have been thru the same, Killer=Hell-like trainings for that 1 goal.
I noe the feeling.
But be glad you have a coach who is there to guide.
Treasure them well.
You have made us proud no matter the results of this competition.

kay kay, done with that msg to the juniors. on to my accursed sucky life at sa today.
Read my words -- I HATE BACKSTABBERS.
What is wrong with ppl sometimes?
Have they no sense of Yi Qi???
GETTING YOUr classmates into trouble is not a form of showering your love THank YOu very much.
If you know you aren't good with words, Hear this
SHUT THE H*** UP THEN.
I am damn pissed with you-should-noe-who-you-are.
And I thought you were merely outspoken.
YOu Tattle.
If YOu feel wronged, W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R.
If you feel outrageous, H-I-T M-E.
Do I Freaking care?
NO...
Of all the teachers you blab to, You chose the most irritating one to get the few of us into trouble.
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.
not
YOu know your popularity is falling with this.
Just because you didnt mean to leak out info to the teacher,
Doesnt mean you can just get away with it.
YOu SHOULD feel apologetic.
I hate to say this but you should GROW UP.
& GET A LIFE.
ACT LIKE A SOON-TO-BE 17 Year old Thank you.
And i spent my day in such misery.
Hate you.

I HATE HER!!!

2008-01-30T07:08:00.000-08:00

Da** IT...
WHAT Is WRONG WITH THAT CRA** WOMAN???
I HATE HER SO DA** MUCH!!!
FREAKING WOMAN!!!
kk enough venting of frustrations...
* P.S. Shaun, i made the effort to CENSOR my language... Can?*
Kay I am so not sleeping today to finish all my work...
Proud of my determination:)
Gotta finish Lit & Gp essay:(
I just sent the GP project to Den.
Wow, 2 hours to finish a Presentation on Pakistan
Am I a Genius or what? :) (DUn REPLY PLS Shaun... I noe YOUR ans...)
I am a bit overwhelmed but Ms Wong says to manage my time...
Sure, Like i dun want to...
The trips to and fro school are taking so long a time...
I could do so much in that time...
But i am stuck waiting for buses...
Dang..
And while I am on the topic of Buses, Let me comment on a certain bus service called 187...
DA** it...
WHY the HE** is the schedule of buses for 187 so irregular?
And for Gods Sakes...
Why let the long buses operate only during Low peak periods?
And use the Old antique buses that have seats for 1 person each only operate?
I am speaking on behalf of those poor souls and working adults like my mom who takes 187 from Booon Lay home...
They are weary & wish to get home somewhat comfortablely...
Yet the bus that comes to the interchange is that Old Antique...
And my mother stands all the way back with many other poor commuters...
And Students...
All SQUASHED in that SMALL SMALL AREA...
CAN ANyONE USE THEIR RuSTING BRAINS???
Econs teaches Increased Effective Demand = increased Supply????...
Yet For 1 YEAR I have observed no change at all...
Not commenting on the Driver's uncanny driving ability to create an atmosphere that causes ppl to feel like puking their guts out...
I Seriously believe that it is time to change the OLD ANTIQUEs to provide reasonable comfort service...
PLS JUST DO SOMETHING ABT THE DANG BUSES... That's my main pt...

Love is in the Air!

2008-01-28T05:24:00.000-08:00

sad sad sad
i put vj first...
And I have an uncanny feeling that i wont get it...
Most prob falling back on sa 2nd choice
A bit dejected but still quite hopeful
Friendship week is coming up
got a lot to do for planning and executing the proposals
Feeling tired but very happy to be involved.
It's true tat ppl dun always undertand the pains SC's go thru to organize events
So they take it so jokingly
It really upsets us...
Our efforts are not being appreciated at all.
Seriously-> what is so difficult with taking school activities seriously?
YOu PPl Still cant differentiate WHst's COOL and What's NOT???
Being extra and acting smart alecks is NOT COOL...
Being Enthusiatic and Logical is The new Black...
Geez...
Ppl just take so long to see their mistakes...
But pls see them b4 you Die...
Otherwise it will be such a lifelong regret...
And pure torture for ppl you meet...
On to a happier note:)
Today's outing was LOADS TRUCKFULL BARRELFULL of FUn!!!
THOSE WHO COULDNT MAKE IT-> WE MISSED ALL YOU GUYS VERY VERY MUCH!!!
But Dang, Sentosa just became the new In outing place of gatherings!!!
There were 3 classes there today too:)
So We Played Soccer? Monkey? volleyball? some captain's ball?
THEN
I had to leave of SC meeting...
So SADLY, I left at 2
But i was still late to meeting...
So I sprinted. RAN LIKE hell...
Then i reached school.
and so we started another round of planning for friendship week
'UNfortunately', Jia yi is in my grp AGAIn!!! I Am so excited!!! Friendship week is going to be TOnfull of fun!!
So EVERYBOBY WATCH OUT!!!
FOR FRIENDSHIP WEEk!!!

To Go Or Not To Go?

2008-01-25T01:20:00.000-08:00

Muahahaha:) I finally Got a new computer:)
been going to sajc for school now...
Pretty glad that i got 9 pts fo Os
Still deciding to try for vjc or return to sa
i pretty much love it at sa but vj has got more room for future endeavours...
Stuck in btn...
Should i or should i not...
Either way if vj doesnt accept me i can appeal...
Or just continue to go sa....
But vj was still my very First choice...
feeling very indecisive...
1st Choice: Vjc /sa?
And Choice: Sa /vjc...
Dang...
Why am i so hesitant suyddenly...
Geez... I need time
Time to think things out...
I seriously have an issue with my indecisivenesss...
Crap.

中国话

2007-04-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

中国话
扁担宽板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
扁担宽板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上

伦敦玛莉莲买了件旗袍送妈妈
莫斯科的夫司基爱上牛肉面疙瘩

各种颜色的皮肤各种颜色的头发
嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话
多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法
这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化
平平仄仄平平仄(仄仄平平仄仄平)
好聪明的中国人
好优美的中国话

扁担宽板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
板凳不让扁担绑在板凳上
扁担偏要绑在板凳上
板凳偏偏不让扁担绑在那板凳上
到底扁担宽还是板凳长

哥哥弟弟坡前坐
坡上卧著一只鹅
坡下流著一条河
哥哥说宽宽的河
弟弟说白白的鹅
鹅要过河河要渡鹅
不知是那鹅过河
还是河渡鹅

全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话

纽约苏珊娜开了间禅风lounge bar
柏林来的沃夫冈拿胡琴配著电吉他

各种颜色的皮肤各种颜色的头发
嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话
多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法
这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化
平平仄仄平平仄(仄仄平平仄仄平)
好聪明的中国人
好优美的中国话

有个小孩叫杜
上街打醋又买布
买了布打了醋
回头看见鹰抓兔
放下布搁下醋
上前去追鹰和兔
飞了鹰跑了兔
洒了醋湿了布

嘴说腿腿说嘴
嘴说腿爱跑腿
腿说嘴爱卖嘴
光动嘴不动腿
光动腿不动嘴
不如不长腿和嘴
到底是那嘴说腿
还是腿说嘴

全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话

全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话

全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话

boring boring boring life of mine...

2007-04-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

haiz...
damn...
effing... sorri rian, just once...
i reali need to swear...
I got called by the wrong name again...
elsie...
i mean wat is wrong with that teach???
It's April & she still gets it wrong...
seriously, its no excuse that she has too many students...
I am a person who gets offended when some1 calls me ELSIE...
& expect me to answer her question...
WTH??? (sorri, can't help it... will try not to curse again...)
Don't misunderstand but you would feel angry too if your name has been called elsie since K1...
No teacher gets it right the first time round,
but they won't do it again...
it's pRoNOUNCED E-LIS...
Plueeze... Gif mi a break...
It's not that hard...
Tat's wat Phonetics Classes are for...
anyway...
I caught a good definition of school todae...
SCHOOL = A place which sucks out all your energy
Therefore, in conclusion, we need a lot of time to recharge...
So, Don't hesitated to 'recharge' on weekends...
Go play... Homework can be done anytime anywhere but not anyhow tat is...
feeling depressed recently....
must be the midyear blues...
Countdown 28 days...
So far yet so near...
I just cant imagine taking o's this year...
kind of scary but exciting as well
nevertheless no use worrying now...
one step at a time...
Aim MIdyear...
L1R5: 15
Eng: b3
HCl: b3
Emaths: A1
Amaths: A1
SS(Hist): B3/4
Physics: B3/B4
Chem: Heck
Elit: Heck...
yup tat's it 4 todae...
2 Swear words, tat's a reduction!!!

2007-03-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

Pretty interesting day...
but encountered a few irritating ppl...
the talk on london universities was veri informative...
i realized that it isn't quite as bad as i thought...
But then there was these bunch of girls behind...
talking in exaggerated stage whispers...
WTH???
Don't they have some common sense???
We were in a LT???
Echoes???
Did it occur to them that their voices are veri LOUD???
PLS... If you don't understand wth the ppl was talking about, ask a question...
DONT SIT THERE AND PICK UP A CONVERSATION WITH YOUR FRIENDS...
brainless...
and they supposedly have better grades and better brains...
Apparently, the ppl in our school have HIGH IQ but VERY LOW COMMON SENSE...
guess high iq and sufficient common sense dont come in one package...
no wonder my iq is average...
hate them all...
get out of my life...
don't ever let me see you ppl again...
i swear i'll kick ur arses...
effing idiots...
What's the point of being a hich achiever acdemically(sp) when you have absolutely NO SOCIAL AWARENESS???
Did you ppl not hear rian & mi shushing you ppl 3 4 times???
YOu dont goddamn OWn the school so dont act like you do...
thank you and i hope you have a fucking crappy life...

Killer Amaths test!!

2007-03-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

Ah!!! So Diffficult!!! I had so damn hard time trying to finish the paper...
Die sia...
Confirm not passable...
lol...
Training is getting more and more interesting...
Having fun self training...
Have a game this coming friday...
Stress...
nvm...
think about it when the time comes...
I feel so tired...
Homework load is simply increasing and i am doing them too slowly...
Plus revision for midterms...
I absolutely will have NO LIFE if i keep on doing them...
and i am a teenager???
WTH...
Unfair...
With all the stress school is piling on us...
I am surprise our backs are cracking from the weight...
lol...
So much that i am putting serious considerations in deciding whether or not to study JC overseas...
It's possible that i might do so...
High Possibility...
I have HAD enough of Spore's education system...
Just because they have to keep up with the world,
they pile the expectations and aspirations on us...
THEIR ASPIRATIONS THEY COULDN'T ACHIEVE THEMSELVES...
lol...
Now the system is all haywire...
I totally have no idea what i have studying for the past 3 years sometimes...
What a waste of time...
I might as well go overseas and do my studying in a more condusive environment...
Hence the possible decision of going abroad after Os...
Still keeping a lookout for schools though...
And might start preparations soon...
Sick and tired of spore's education system after 10 years...
lol...
Anyway it was pretty boring in school todae...
other than there being a sleepy atmosphere in class...
end up everyone was napping during the Churchill movie...
Almost everyone...
I am proud to announce that i was wide awake the whole time...
Coz i like vijay!!!
Yah!!!
She's good, that teacher!!!
lol...
rmber the talk at CJC tomorrow.... gotta sleep now!!!

eFFING stupid Pho cls

2007-03-19T22:00:00.000-07:00

WTH???
What A Damn Insult to OUR INTELLIGENCE!!!
Damn, forcing us to go for PHO classes... It's like so kindergarden...
And my mom actually threw money into the bin letttin me go for the course when i was 6???
Hell yeah... Now the damn sch tells us that the money for the course is already paid thru the mis. fees... So here we are, chased into LT 5 sat there like DORKS and let the lecturer teach us something that is irrelevent...
The course is supposed to teach us the PROPER BRITISH PRONOUNCIATION of words so that we can ace our Olevel EL Oral... Duh... HeLLoooO???
Did anyone not notice how attentive we all were??? It was like a group chat session...
Half the time i was glaring at the boys talking in exaggerated stage whispers... Ok, in their normal volume... Instead of listening to what the lecturer wanted to say...
It's actually the boys who are at fault... BUT THE POINT I AM MAKING IS...
THE SCHOOL IS MAKING THE WHOLE LEVEL OF SEC4S STAY BACK UNTIL 5+++ TO CRASH COURSE ON PRONOUNCIATION??? 13hour course shrank into 4hours??? I know we do not have time but PleeZZZUZZ... IT will only make things worse if we go for oral knowing half of what we are supposed to, messing it up... lol...
i think it might be even better to leave it as it is...
We are smart, smart enough to know our limits... and the school is still playing with fire, puahing our buttons and stretching our limits... again and again...
What happens to a over stretched rubber band???
It SNAPS...
and the school better pray to whatever there are in this whole the the SEC 4S Do NOT Snap during the olevels or they might just vomit Blood all over the result slips next year...
What i just wrote might not appeal to you, but please this blog space is just a corner for me to vent my frustrations i felt that day. Don't bother if you think i am wrong... cause I DON'T GIVE IT A DAMN...
i solemnly swear that i would use DAMN 2 times lesser than i did in this post...

Field trip...

2007-03-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

Photos of some of the Semi-Ds we passed on the way back to school... I WANT 1 TOO!!!

Pic of Eurasian Asso 's costumes on display...

Pic OF Me in the lift...

Picture of a ballet shoes of Sylvia... A reknown ballerina... Forgot her surname suddenly...

The field trip was a bit boring... Whole class seemed to be slightly lethargic... Must be the afternoon sun... But it was informative... I did not dare take pics in the ww2 exhibit... the guide said that the place was 'creepy'... lol... nevertheless, i played safe... No point disturbing these poor souls of the WW2... I slept 3/4 of the trip back to school... haiz... first time... Guess my enthusiasm was not functioning properly... anyway , i got to eat a piece of that dunno what name cake... Tastes great... Got the receipe... gonna try it... HANAKIMI ROCS!!! I watched the ending yesterday nite... A bit ambiguious but the ending is totally reflected in the chorus of the song DONG LE, by tank... Veri nice... Lessons veri boring as usual... but i got L1R5 below 22 so quite satisfied... 4 NOW... aiming for 10 pts for olevels... Will work towards it... it's my goal, i promised to work towards it... always determined... never faltering... The FINAL goal is still that 3 week vacation to TAIWAN with frens!!! TAIWAN, WAIT 4 ME!!!

annual Cross country

2007-03-04T14:15:00.000-08:00

i sympathise them...
all of mi schoolmates who had to attend this event...
Right now they should all be gathered at turf city in the blazing sun...
sleepy and hoping for rain...
and the cancellation of the event...
yea... we always hope it would be cancelled...
but unfortunately, it never happens...
rain or shine the race proceeds...
I really do sympathise them all...
been there done that...
Really the most pitiful people are the Year 1,2,3s...
being IP, imagine them having 3-5 years more to go...
Really, its a torture...
For me it was not the matter of whether i liked to run or not...
it was more of how i couldn't convince myself to walk through the race...
Must be some kind of habit that comes with being in a sports cca that somehow need to run a lot...
I end up running all the way...
(I noe RIAN wants to kill mi if she reads this... But i really can't slow down!!! I won't be able to return to my inital speed if i lose the starting momentum!!! So DON"T blame MI for RUNNING TOO FAST, i can't help it...)
anyway, the point is practice helps inprove stamina, that's a fact...
even if you have asthma or whatever not, you can still run provided you know your limit...
Or get some experienced person to guide you along...
Running is for life...
I hate to say this and preach, but running is good for your health...
although is isn't veri good for females...
REASON: DO NOT RUN TO KEEP YOUR FIGURE ESPECIALLY IF YOU WANNA LOSE FATS AT YOUR THIGHS... RUNNING WILL ONLI CAUSE IT TO INCREASE IN SIZE...
(this really is true... go ask around if you don't belive mi...)
Have decided not to run too much but at a minimum amt of times a week... like ONCE a week???
Yup just once....
it's more than enough for NAFA practice...
it better be...

2007-03-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

been not posting for so long...
Quite unfamilar wif this feeling liao...
But then things have been bubbling inside me but i just didnt noe how to put them into words... Finally, with common test far behind my mind and the weight of bad grades relieved,
i guess i now understand what i was feeling...
pressured...
nva thought i would have this feelin but oh well...
Guess i just didnt really try hard enough b4...
always tryin to slack off...
too much responsibilities add up to weeks of sleepless nights + panda eyes...
But all in all i am pretty satisfied with my performance this time...
L1R5 less than 24, for once...
in like dunno how many years...
I have now started online shopping and it is eating a big hole in my pocket....
must quit immediately and pursue my goal for this year...
L1R5 10...
tis possible coz Olevel L1R5 is half of wat i get in school exams...
Hence, 24/2=12 12-2bonus pts=10...
tada!!! there, 10 pts...
its not a dream but a reality...
Plus, i will reward myself with a 3weeks holiday in taiwan during the new year period!!!
With mi gal frens!!! haha...
i am gonna shop till i drop literally...
from taipei to Gaoxiong...
hehe... TAIWAN!!! Wait for ME!!! Wheee!!!!
ENG A2/B3
HCL B3
Emaths B3(1 mark to A2... must go and dig for it!!!)
Amaths A2(1 mark to A1... also gonna dig it out!!!)
Physics C5 (i am realli shit at sciences...)
Chemistry F9(haha... an even lower grade... (Yoh, teach, i realli dun mind dropping chem!!!)
SS(Hits) B3/B4
Elit... c6... veri verI veRI vERI VERI bad... haiz...
I should not have trusted luck...
nva worked 4 mi...